overwhelmness...in a good way? :P THANK YOU!!!

 holy crap. PEOPLE ARE LISTENING TO MY MUSIC!!!! people are actually listening to my music. and, listening to me speak as well on my youtube or my blogs. oh crap i gotta keep the blog updated. arghhhh!!!!!!! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE LISTENING TO MY MUSIC THANK YOU

i'm gonna try to upload content as much as possible :) 

i've been getting a lot of comments everywhere. on my youtube, on my tiktok, etc...

but to be honest, i am scared to read them you guys. so i am not gonna be reading any comments AT ALL from anybody i am really sorry. i'm a scaredy cat like that.

one of my favorite artists used to say back in the day when technology was not as advanced, they did not know if people from the outside or if anyone locally at all was listening to their songs. they would only find out if they went to a concert. other than that, they just submitted music and didnt know of whats happening outside.

i kinda aspire to be like that. yes! it sounds cringy! but anyways. 

i also get worries that i don't know if anyone's reading this fully. i've seen a lot of people are going on my website, so that's cool i guess.

my brain is all over the place.

i have a lot of things planned. i've somewhat become a product i gotta promote a lot.

my promoting techniques are very unique- i do not want to adapt to anything from the 2020s. i think if i stay authentic to what i truly want to post, which is old technology related things... then yes! yes. i attract the right audience.

what do i advocate for? having fun. the old me, would let her ocd dictate everything. but tackling my ocd makes me be very calculated in the right places, such as my promotion and not my personal life.

however, i also wanna start from today, to carelessly make my content. so whatever i feel like making that day...ill make it! :) and now that its summer i get to finally reunite with my family in real life sooooo me and my fam can make content.

i also gotta update the website with new blogging categories. ill make one for photo dumping and for old technology opinions and what im doing.

i'm a bit scared to say exactly what i am doing in this moment opr what i have done in that exact day, as i wanna be personal....

but of course ill update everyone like, later. duhhh. 

what am i even talking aboutttt?!?!1!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

although i was thinking of this earlier today: what actual social media today can i use to authentically live like in the early 2000s/2010s? 

i was thinking once i get enough engagement on tiktok to be stable enough to convert to 2000s-like social media, i will stop posting on my tiktok. i advocate 100% against it. unless, it is used like vine or something. 

every day i do research and i will make a whole list, in fact i got a whole um, whats it called in english. A3 SHEET? poster sheet like that so i can make a huuuuge list of a whole pack on how to live like the 2000s very accurately and this week i want to focus on searching for small communities on outdated social media apps/websites. does that make sense? okay, example, spacehey , aka the remake of myspace. everyone says theyll go there but then they never do. but we commit this summer! as i, will commit to my blogspot.

people i know personally is dying to know about this list but its such a long list! argh! sorry! but ive been living like the 2000s since i started making this album, once upon a rimi...since 2021. nothings changed and i have learned throughout the years how to avoid minimalism and shit like that. just truly living happy like the 2000s. idk if this makes sense but yeah.

what do i wanna do recently? old roblox music videos with my friends and family.

okay, well... im a person with a lot of ideas and im very unorganised but ive been more organised lately so ill know what to do. 

what does it feel like now to .. BE FAMOUS ;O!!!!!

well, now it's like oh, i am putting ME, out there. so now it gives me more good excuses to take care of myself and not slack off. this has helped me a lot. i wasnt taking care of myself this year. it was hard. but the fact that people are out there listening to my music and wanting to see more of me, makes me feel so happy so thank you so much everyone. :,) i'll have more to say about this in my life but right now i am very sleepy. 

but now i have to be very calculated. right now i can't be truly carefree with my content. for years, i've only posted about my hyperfixations but now it's my time to shine! 

i wanna say thank you to those who still listen to my music even if it was not recorded in a studio and clearly made by a random 15 year old in her room at her moms house. but im making it into hollywood one day!!! an immigrant kid can only dream...

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. I PROMISE ILL GET FAMOUS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE TO BE INVITED TO RE RECORD THE SONGS.

everyone loves my music. im so happy about it! arghhhh! so happy. will post more content soon. bye bye you guys. gonna play roblox now with my little sister. have the loveliest day ever you lovely people!