youtube on different devices, indecisive

 yesterday i tried to get minitube 2.3 / 2.4 on my mac. cause it has very low storage low ram all that shit so i cant even open youtube so i was thinking okay i'll get minitube or something if the websites that make youtube without javascript don't work and neither does any extension because i use such a niche browser. so......then i realized....i don't need every app in the world on my macbook and can only use my macbook for work cause obviously that's what it is. emails, university work, etc. cause i remember going through the ringer (i think that's the saying) to download many other outdated version of apps for other devices. i literally have windows movie maker on my computer. and i have jailbroken youtube on my old ipad and my old iphone. so no i don't need imovie..but i would like imovie! but i have to install ilife. is it worth it? and is it really worth it to have angry birds the macbook version? well.. YOLO... i was like this with my phone, like oh should i jailbreak it..but everything must be accessible for me to truly make myself not go on my modern devices. what shall i do?

ordering drinks be like...

me going to any place: hi! can i get the fall oat boy drink? oh wait no no no, i would like the drake iceman sprite. wow! thank you!

browsing on my mac

one thing i do is whenever i do something and it doesn't work it means it wasn't meant to be as if the universe decided that for me but literally i have to stop thinking of that because i get it im severely autistic and get myself in trouble a lot cause of it but its not just a autism thing also its a adulting thing so im still learning what to do like for example i couldn't find my USB yesterday that has my passwords so i thought it was a sign from the universe that i shouldn't log into my main email account on my old macbook because of hackers but i actually stumbled across a better browser thats way safer for snow leopard so hahahhahahaha. so yes i am blogging from my macbook people!!! i am pretty sure i said it in the video i posted. nobody knows how happy i am about this and i'm 100% serious, now i can access all these things i couldn't that i had to access on other devices. ohhhh im such a chudddddd. but my teachers would get upset with me cause my old macbook was breaking all the time and i couldn't access resources so i had to share with people. but now everything works. i still got high grades though! but yeah everything is so digital only now and i don't like it. my annoyance is a protest.

Movie on 2026-03-12

 

me coming up with a random song idea then briefly playing what a catch by fall out boy :)

test video from new browser :)

 

idea on how to blog:

 im going to either dedicate myself time out of my day to go to my computer to blog something little, once a day, so it looks like im not chronically online... or i can write really long blog posts and email them to myself from my mac to my computer. :) :) :) what shall i do today? i have to wash my dishes but i want to read fan fictions and watch reruns of in puii mei. also remind me to find out a way to get a old version of google chrome. or actually, i can just switch to my pale moon browser. but i designed my google to have galaxy tabs but they're so two years ago... gonna force myself from this day on to use the pale moon browser except for antena news and youtube and university stuff.  i set so many rules for myself. do you know how much more complicated it would be for me to download so many extensions on a older version of google so my modern browser websites work? UGHHHHHHHHHH! somebody lemme know what to doooooooooo. im so hungry and i need to wash my dishes in order to make the food i'm imagining. UGHHHHHHH! i love blogging, but i want to find an extension that makes my blogspot look chic. also when you look up blogspot in 2008, the first thing that shows up is a reddit thread and its posted on some community about women in romania specifically. that is when i found out blogging era for romanian moms is over with their floral websites...imagine, being a chud, AS A ROMANIAN! GROSS! now i hate everything i wrote. rebuke rebuke rebuke! i am HANGRY.

UGHHHH

blogging on a computer is a dread but i am too lazy to log into my blogspot account on my macbook. let me tell you about my 18 year old macbook from ebay....im gonna name him THE BIG MAC. just kidding. that sounds stupid. his name's macbook and it's a he because everyone hates him as much as society should be hating creepy men. because when in the world do you find that women are creepy? theres like a low percentage of them. THANK YOUUUU!