OMG, i watched a tiktok. but i didn't watch it full through. but i thought it has a positive opinion. so then, i reposted and liked. but then, i finished watching it. and i was like wait, this video is being hateful. so then, out of panic so people don't think i support hate speech, i commented that i unliked and unreposted. then, i saw people i follow reposted it. so then, i rewatched the video because my autism makes me be late to catch onto meaning of what people say. watched it multiple times. then i realized wait it did have a positive opinion and not hate speech actually. so now i look like im offended at nothing. i hope my comment is deleted and it looks like i never interacted with that video. thanks very much! in conclusion i don't support hate speech! that person was just very vague in their video. but people were taking it differently in the comments too. so i wasn't the only one confused. ughhhhhhhhhh! i hope i don't look like im offended! or should i be offended? see this is the thing. social media is manipulating!!!!!! it's that persons fault for not clarifying they actually had good intentions. goodnight!
Friday, April 3, 2026
my obesrvations on attention span.
people are less hopeful about life because they consume short form content rather than films. even a short film is more long than what we consume today. we have been consuming films for centuries. everything in society regards to socialising with others has been fine until youtube was created. no, i'm not saying youtube is at fault- i LOVE youtube. but i think it's the infiltration of non-talented people trying to be a youtuber. everyone is trying to do the same thing now. back in the day i remember people would tell you you are a weirdo for watching youtube. that youtube was for nerds only. but then every social media app copied youtube's format. so now everybody is infiltrated within it. like i mentioned earlier, we couldn't of gone wrong with movies. watching full length movies. but we have gone downhill with watching short form content.
people will give you every advice but the one you need to fix a short attention span. just live life like back then....go to the movies..stop streaming stuff...just...go to the movies. make the time and effort in the money to make it there. you chose to be there. you physically cannot open your phone to doomscroll in the cinema.
that's why everyone is so lifeless now. because everyone is in a hurry to try and be influencers, there is no more hope for individualism. at least back then being basic involved some sort of individualism. because the world was more colorful. so yes, DO STAND OUT. DO USE THAT OLD BRIGHT FRUTIGER AERO TECHNOLOGY. !!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2026
Tuesday, March 31, 2026
youtube on different devices, indecisive
yesterday i tried to get minitube 2.3 / 2.4 on my mac. cause it has very low storage low ram all that shit so i cant even open youtube so i was thinking okay i'll get minitube or something if the websites that make youtube without javascript don't work and neither does any extension because i use such a niche browser. so......then i realized....i don't need every app in the world on my macbook and can only use my macbook for work cause obviously that's what it is. emails, university work, etc. cause i remember going through the ringer (i think that's the saying) to download many other outdated version of apps for other devices. i literally have windows movie maker on my computer. and i have jailbroken youtube on my old ipad and my old iphone. so no i don't need imovie..but i would like imovie! but i have to install ilife. is it worth it? and is it really worth it to have angry birds the macbook version? well.. YOLO... i was like this with my phone, like oh should i jailbreak it..but everything must be accessible for me to truly make myself not go on my modern devices. what shall i do?
ordering drinks be like...
browsing on my mac
one thing i do is whenever i do something and it doesn't work it means it wasn't meant to be as if the universe decided that for me but literally i have to stop thinking of that because i get it im severely autistic and get myself in trouble a lot cause of it but its not just a autism thing also its a adulting thing so im still learning what to do like for example i couldn't find my USB yesterday that has my passwords so i thought it was a sign from the universe that i shouldn't log into my main email account on my old macbook because of hackers but i actually stumbled across a better browser thats way safer for snow leopard so hahahhahahaha. so yes i am blogging from my macbook people!!! i am pretty sure i said it in the video i posted. nobody knows how happy i am about this and i'm 100% serious, now i can access all these things i couldn't that i had to access on other devices. ohhhh im such a chudddddd. but my teachers would get upset with me cause my old macbook was breaking all the time and i couldn't access resources so i had to share with people. but now everything works. i still got high grades though! but yeah everything is so digital only now and i don't like it. my annoyance is a protest.
Monday, March 30, 2026
Movie on 2026-03-12
me coming up with a random song idea then briefly playing what a catch by fall out boy :)