i previously said on my spacehey, (whiiiich you should totally check out https://spacehey.com/rimi ) that i love the angel number 111 or 1111 because of nicki's lyric where she says cause i won won won won angel numbers which is sooo clever.
here's photos i took today! i'll talk about today more below after the photos vv
okay well today the weather was really nice like it was raining for once without any sign of clouds right after? i am not sure..but it looked so beautiful at night. or well.. 4 pm because thats when it gets semi dark outside. but it was such a beautiful walk!!!! to the STOOOORE! and i got myself like... a lot of boxed food if that makes sense. like ready to go . like ready to heat up food and stuff. because ladies and gentlemen and nonbinarys, i was today years old when i found out im a terrible cook. and i keep cooking food from scratch. thinking i will save up on food. but you know what i do instead? i make the food and throw it away because it sucks each time. because im romanian i was taught from a young age how to cook from scratch its just the romanian thing to do i think or maybe im just cool. but no im not cool. i realized theres just some things i should NOT COOK AT ALL. and that its making me rethink all the times i made abominations in the kitchen and then pasta. mac and cheese? hell yeah. spaghetti? hell yeah. anything pasta related? hell yeah. burgers? fuck yeah. everything else? no...ok no thats an exaggeration- i do know how to cook but theres been recipes i have been trying that i am just not good at. i am really not good at cooking any sort of chicken i am sorry i just can't do it and i try so hard. i don't even wanna get into it cause wtaf. i've had the realisation that i am a bad cook several times in my life and i keep forgetting what i actually cooked to make me realize that which is for the better.
now..because i always cook everything from scratch. it just so happens that im always eating healthy foods, or fast foods made at home in a healthier way. but sometimes that shit is just so bad because i am such a bad cook. and bad baker too. fucking hell..... im just imagining all the times i had to throw food away. but its been two months since i started my second year of uni so!!!!.....i am at least doing better than last year.
i was telling my friend i was super bad with spending money on food and he assumed i just ordered a lot of fast food and im like no i just buy a shit ton of ingredients and i dont eat it in time. or dont crave it anymore. because i had severe depression and physical problems so i wasn't even eating a damn thing. and that problem came back again just now and i am not even depressed or sad at all anymore. so then i'm thinking....
i always wanted a pumpkin pie. but i always buy butternut squash or pumpkins to bake and do shit from scratch but then im thinking..why don't i get kits. why don't i get stuff already made. why do i have to go through the hassle. i notice all my roommates don't cook five star course meals they do that once in a while and just eat efficient stuff like frozen food.
so my conclusion is- i never eat sugary stuff and that could be why im always losing my apetite and hate eating absolotuley anything at this point. and also i keep overcomplicating stuff and i need to tone it down.
anyways enough of my rant..i accomplished something today that i can't disclose. but CLAP FOR ME!! CAUSE I ACCOMPLISHED IT YESSSS!!!!
okay i'm sleepy now goodnight. idk what i even talked about. in summary im buying junk food on purpose. and i got cheeseballs because ive been watching a lot of alvin and the chipmunks movies, like way more than once. theyre so awesome. and alvin sings about eating cheeseballs so. i got some. and then they store waffles at some point for winter but dave tells them no dont do that so i got toaster waffles! ok goodbye! also do u like the christmas packaging on the custard can? ok bye bye.
p.S. i took photos of my groceries cause it looks like the most fun groceries i ever bought
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